No Expectations

Because I was born with a serious birth defect,no expectations were put on me as a kid.Now that I’m in my mid-40s I wonder did this hinder me in any way.As a kid I always wanted to be a dad,that was my goal and I was laser focused!
Fast forward to now,3 beautiful kids later,2 girls and a boy,I’m like what’s next?
My 2 daughters are grown and my son will be a senior in Highschool next year,wow!
I really don’t have a clue what’s next,I’ve never been a fan of life planning,I’ve always lived it one day at a time.Did this way of thinking hurt me,only time will tell.

The dream

I dream about you with my eyes opened or closed.Your beauty haunts me,I’m awaken by your scent.Why am I such a helpless romantic,why do I have so many emotions?
The thought of our journey brings me pause,did I do enough to make you happy or are we just going through the motions?
I love how my dreams are presented to me,the visuals are in technicolor,the feelings are multiplied by 10,and the memories are clear as Jamaican water.
I’m so helpless for your love…

Good Morning

Good morning,take this time to set your mind on positive control.You are worthy and your energy is needed on this earth.No need to play the blame game if things are not going your way at the moment,you will be out of that funk sooner than later.Focus on you,build on you,love on you,tell yourself how beautiful or handsome you are,celebrate life.


I’ve been wanting to purchase a RASTACLAT bracelet for years now,so last week I felt like the time was right.I bought the classic onyx II,I couldn’t be any happier with their product,I recommend it.RASTACLAT is a symbol of righteousness,doing good for yourself and others.They also believe that positive action can change lives,inspire confidence,and unite us as human beings. #SeekThePositive


The Contractor

From Midlands of South Carolina,we follow the life of a ex pro football player named LeTroy.Together we will follow his journey as he try to find a career after retirement from pro ball.LeTroy is a very well put together young man who stands 6 foot 3 and weighs about 240 lbs,who basically lives at his local gym to maintain his healthy lifestyle.To back track LeTroy was formally a pro football running back and the thought of having a deadly concussion forced him to retire after five years in the league.Since LeTroy had five years in he was able to secure a pension but it wasn’t enough to secure his future so he decided to open his very own contract security/body guard for hire company.
Will continue…..